just like that!

what almost a year passed? i feel like rip van winkle. so much has seriously happened but i feel just as dazed... like i just woke up! for starters i sure look plumper. i've become more of a work maniac. i still have no money. social life is still zilch. i'm still living in chaos. and i'm still loving life. not so much of a change but i guess i'm more at peace with who i am and what i stand for. some zillion movies later my various epiphanic moments have lead me to light. i guess i found my path. i realise that on a saturday morning there might be nothing in the fridge but beer, but i like the imperfections. suddenly i have started to see point in the darkness, the privileges of pain. so what next? i dunno... and that's the exciting part! :)